Tonight we played your secret game
It took me to my deepest depths
And made me rise to amazing heights
To a place were pain and pleasure fought for equal rights
You took my mind into the darkness
And than caress it back into light
Than you beat me back up to the summit
Than stroked me up to the peak
Where the flames burnt at me
And licked at me until I opened
Where you reached inside me
And took my very soul
And that’s when I screamed
And told you to take everything that you owned
And as I journeyed inside my own head
To another place that I have been
You took this body that you own
to the very edge, over and over again
And just as I thought I would crumble and fall
You gave me your strength
And guided me through it all
And when I was at my weakest point
I let go
And gave you that every thing including my will
And you were there to catch me as I fell
Like you always are
By holding me tight to your chest
to hear the beat of your very own heart
And never letting me go
And in that moment
A lesson I had just learnt
That you will always be there
To guide me no matter where you are
All I ever have to do
Is feel and I will find you Sir
Always, inside my very own heart
♥ Written by Lts ♥
I cut a lot of parts out ..Wrote this quick it would take days to write the whole story …plus the bedroom scene (wet, juice and eatable) is the best part and it will be long…Lol!
Our Saturday night play started off with Sir having me kneeling in our bathroom only wearing my sports cuffs with my hands locked behind my back. Sir was in our bedroom getting everything ready for our play as I waited patiently and getting myself in a sub mind-set. I could smell all the jasmine incense that Sir was lighting ail around our bedroom and was also scanning the playlists for music that I have on my I pod. I had notice earlier that Sir had brought his small cooler into our bedroom and I had know idea why. Sir finally came into the bathroom and unlocked my cuffs and told me to stand up and to undress him. I do as I’m told but, I start trailing soft kisses down Sirs body as I remove each piece of clothing slowly. By the time I was done removing Sirs clothes I was so turned on and so wet that I didn’t want to stop…I wanted to stay on my knees and give Sir the best damn slowest BJ he’s ever received from me. But Sir had other ideas J Sir asked me to stand and give him my hands so Sir could lock my cuffs in front of me again. Sir noticed how wet I was and smiled at me as he helped me enter the shower …Sir hasn’t turned on the water yet, Sir steps out of the bathroom and returns with my Ace 1 anal plug and lube n his hand. I look up Sir and started to tell Sir that I haven’t used this plug yet..but Sir tells me to stop and that it’s time to push me to try it. Sir enters the shower and puts the lube and plug up on the shelf and turns on the hand-held Delta shower and soaks me down, Sir tells me to put my hands on the wall and spread my legs apart and he starts using the Delta on my pussy as he’s torturing my nipples and pulling on my rings. Sir leans in to my ear and tells me that tonight is going to be very tasteful and delicious for both of us. I start to whimper as Sir is hitting my clit with the spray and the pressure is building inside me as Sir starts sucking and biting the back of my neck and shoulder. Sir removes the spray and tells me to bend over and grab the facet and keep my legs spread. I look behind and see Sir reaching for the plug and lube Sir sees me watching and tells me to turn and keep my eyes down. Sir pours some lube on my ass and lays the plug-in arch of my back and grabs the delta in hand and again and puts it back on my clit again moving it around to change the pressure and angle. I start whimpering again then Sir enters one finger in my ass as Sir whispers in my ear to just breathe and relax as Sir adds another finger and starts stretching me open. I start moaning my legs are starting to tremble I’m so close to letting go but Sir tells me to hold it. I feel Sir remove his fingers and take the plug off my back as the delta keeps pounding on my clit as Sir tells me push back and breathe..I feel the plug enter and Sir being gentle by talking to me before I can think about what’s happening… the plug is in. As I come apart and my body is trembling in Sirs arms and my mind is floating in bliss. When I final get where I can stand without help I can feel how full my ass feels but it feels good Sir kisses me deeply and tells me that I did good. Sir wets me down again and grabs the shower gel and soaps my body up and starts teasing me be sliding his hands all over me. Sir is standing against my back and I can feel how hard Sirs cock is stabbing into my back as his palms are circling my hard nipples making me push into his hands wanting more…Sir slides one hand down and starts playing with my clit ring making me moan and I start begging Sir to fuck me. Sir grabs me hair pulling my head to the side and starts kissing me while his fingers enter me pumping them in and out as our tongues are entwining with each other and my breathing is quickening and I’m ready to explode in Sirs hand. Sir releases my mouth and asks me who do you belong to…I have to think for a minute before answering…I belong to you Sir only you. Sir than turns the over head showers on to rinse off all the soap on my body. I turn and I’m so hot and on edge that I’m ready to jump Sir but instead I ask Sir if he would like me to soap him down. Sir replies…with a no that he has other plans we need to get too, so Sir starts washing himself quickly while I stand there and just stare and wanting to lick every part of him up and then some…..
Next: Part 2 Bedroom Scene
I promised I would write part 2 within a few days and I try to keep my word…even though I’m not feeling well I did complete it. But please excuse any errors I’m not feeling up to do corrections with that said…enjoy reading. Lts♥
Ending of Part 1
Sir than turns the over head showers on to rinse off all the soap on my body. I turn and I’m so hot and on edge that I’m ready to jump Sir but instead I ask Sir if he would like me to soap him down. Sir replies…with a know that he has other plans we need to get too, so Sir starts washing himself quickly while I stand there and just stare and wanting to lick every part of him up and then some…..
Part 2 Going into Bedroom Scene
*Note: Top and sides of mattress are completely covered in heavy-duty plastic. Some details are foggy but I will write what I do remember.
Sir is rinsing off all the soap off his body and I can’t take my eyes off his sexy ass as his muscles are flexing each and every time he moves. Sir shut off the facets to the shower and turns and looks straight into my eyes and grins. Sir helps me out of the shower and tell me to spread my legs as Sir reaches for a towel and starts drying my hair Sir grabs another towel and very slowly starts wiping down my back side first as Sir whispers in my ear telling me that I will be wet all over again in all the right place sand bites my shoulder. Sir dries my ass but pulls the plug out and pushes it back in, Sir does this many times while he’s bent down to wipe the back of my legs. Sir bites my left ass cheek before he gets up to start wiping down the front part of my body. The anticipation of what Sir has planned on top of being so turned on is taking my mind into overload mode… making my body shiver and I can feel my juices start to drip down my thighs. Sir tells me to keep my eyes on him at all times as he slowly starts wiping my neck and when Sir reaches my breast area he uses both hands to hold the towel so it just touches each nipple and starts with small circle motions over each tip. I start whimpering because my nipples are sensitive with having rings in them and Sir knows that this will drives me crazy. Sir keeps this up until I can’t stop my body from moving forward into Sirs hands…Sir tells me to stop and it takes me a minute to process what he’s asking… but I do. My mind is in a fog and my body is very needed at the moment and I want Sir to jump my ass now. My breasts feel very heavy at this moment as I see Sir reaching on the counter for the nipple chain..my breathing is erratic so I concentrate to turn my focus on getting it under control. Sir opens up the alligator clip and places it on my right nipple than turns the screw tight until I start moaning loudly than tugs on the chain to make sure its gets the reaction Sir wants from me. Sir must have noticed my eyes where probably glazing over because Sir smiled as I moaned even louder. Sir gave me time to adjust as Sir asked me what my safe words were…again it took me a moment for it to register but I answered with red, yellow, green Sir. Sir asked me what color now and I replied with a very HORNEY green Sir. Sir laughed and proceeds by placing the alligator clip to my left breast turning the screw till I moaned out loud again as Sir pulled on the chain again. I know I must be dripping everywhere but I’m not sure because my mind is starting to float off a bit even though I’m trying to focus but Sir is making that hard as he’s continues his trail down until he reaches my pussy and starts playing with my clit ring with his tongue as I start whimpering and moving into his tongue wanting Sir to go deeper, so much deeper.Sir laughs as he steps away and stands and asks me to give him my hands, I do and Sir removes my cuffs and tells me to look up at him again. Sir tells me to go to our bedroom and kneel at the bottom of the bed facing the bed and wait. I enter the bedroom and see the bed covered in heavy plastic completely with the bed restraints in place over the plastic but, I do not see the cooler in sight. I kneel at the end of the bed facing the bed, I’m trying to get my mind to function on what Sir has waiting for me to be tortured with and all I can think of is ice. My body starts shivering because I don’t know how much more I can take of Sirs devious mind before I explode. I don’t know how much time past but I do know a moment in heaven just started playing and that’s about eight minutes long and this song always puts my mind in a sub zone. It’s so relaxing, trance music that you feel like your somewhere else in time and space. Sir was standing in the door way about five minutes in to song when I hear Sir say eyes down. Sir steps behind me and I feel the blindfold going over my eyes as I close them. Sir whispers to stand up and I do Sir takes my hands a places them on edge of bed and tells me to step back and spread my legs than arch my back as I hear Sir open the toy chest. Sir than tells me to open my mouth and puts one of the crop handles across my lips and tells me to hold it and do not drop it. I bite down slightly but firm as I feel Sirs hands gliding down my arms and back up to back of my neck and squeezed and pushed my head down and held it in place. My mind went started floating off just as Sirs other hand slapped my left ass cheek and brought my focus back than he slapped the right….I started groaning and Sir continued slapping my ass many times before I felt Sirs hand on the crop and Sir whispered to release it in my ear. Sir says are you ready Lt I can’t respond so I shack my head yes, Sir ask what color Lt I reply green Sir after a few seconds later.I hear a swish of air and next the slapper crop comes down across my ass as I groan loudly and I am getting very wet again, again it strikes my ass and again it hurts but not like the new strap that bites when it lands. Sir keeps laying strikes across both ass cheeks but I can’t recall how many because I’m lost in my head than it just stops. I feel Sir pick me up and lay me in the center off the bed and strap me down and remove the nipple clamps as I moan and shiver and I don’t know where Sir is in the room. I don’t know how much time past but enough that I could get some of my senses back that I heard Sir whisper its fun time and grabbed my hair and pulled and Sir lips came down and kissed me deeply as I was moaning in Sirs mouth. Sir releases my lips and hair and says its time…OMG! I feel something hot dripping down between my breasts going straight down to my clit and then on both my nipples, it doesn’t burn but the shock and feel is sending on the very age of exploding. It smells like chocolate before I can think Sir is using his tongue swirling over my clit eating his way up. I’m begging Sir to let me cum but Sir says to hold just a bit longer. Now Sir at licking and biting each nipple and I lost it screaming no more Sir. Sir laughs and says I just started having fun as I’m trying to get my body back in control and my breathing. But I don’t have time when I something cold is being held on my nipples as Sir whispers in my ear Vanilla ice cream one of my favorites. I’m losing my senses quickly as Sir dropping ice cream down the center of my body all the way to my pussy. The minute the cold hit my clit my whole body convulsed into one of the biggest orgasm I ever had. I was screaming yellow, Sir yellow but Sir kept eating his way everywhere and I couldn’t keep up or think…now it gets foggy because I’m zoned in sub space but I do know Sir whimpered ready for the topping. I couldn’t answer Sir…I feel something light being placed all over me just as Sir inserts a vibrator in my pussy and I’m trying to squirm away but I can’t move and Sir starts sucking my nipples and pulling my rings…pure torture…I can’t stop from exploding again and screaming for Sir to stop. I don’t know how long this continued or who many more times I came but I recall sir saying loudly in my ear that it was his turn now. I felt Sir take the vibrator out and enter me with one powerful thrust and kept driving hard and deep and that I was yelling more please. I heard Sir start grunting loud and yelled now and I flew apart again into complete sated bliss. I don’t recall how I got cleaned completely…but when I woke I was under the sheets cuddled up to Sir feeling still out of sorts but I could still function to ask Sir how did I get cleaned. Sir said he carried me in the shower and cleaned use both then took me to our spear bedroom to lie down until he could clean up everything. Than Sir brought me back to our room oiled my body down than tucked me in next to him and we slept for a few hours. All I can say is that it was torture, sweet, orgasmic, and very enjoyable and total HOT…I will always remember this Saturday. BEST EVER!
For me…Love is living your own life, but sharing it.
It’s forgiveness, its making a gazillion mistakes and turning them into learning experiences.
Love is patience, optimism and sometimes it’s just a kiss when there is nothing else.
Love is seeing your darkness and the sadist that is lurking inside you.
It makes the masochistic side of me crave for so much more.
It’s your hand that pleases me with pain and the same hand that touches me with tenderness and Love.
It’s being tied up, blindfolded and gagged by you that I feel Loved, secure and cared for.
You show me Love by giving me strength, guidance and wisdom allowing me to be submissive to you without losing my independence or self-esteem.
Love within your Dominance helps me blossom and grow in my submission to find my path
My love to you helps you keep growing in your Dominance, to help you keep leading me in the path I took.
We both provide to our needs and desires by doing it happily motivated by Love.
Love is giving my body freely to be sexually used in the way you enjoy, I am filled with pleasure and happiness looking at you taking his pleasure.
For me as a submissive Love means ” not just the Love I receive but the Love I give as well.”
“Darkness cannot drive out darkness in your life: only light can do that through Love”
“Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage.”-Lao Tzu-
“Life has taught us that love does not consist in gazing at each other but in looking outward together in the same direction.”
– Antione de Saint-Exupery
Sir we are both prisoners of our own love and burning desires We can never be free from the burning fire we created together from within From the first day that we found each other Or the day your Dominant heart surrounded my submissive heart With a chain wrapped in love and desire so strong, so tight That the beating of our hearts together became the sound of ONE The look in our eyes, our smiles when we look at one another always says MINE That when we kiss it's like the heat of our lips becomes a fever A fever so hot that we are melded together till we take our last breath I feel that chain that binds us will burn through all our days And through our darkest nights But we are not perfect and and neither is D/s So will have that one day or night when we will fight And when we do I feel that chain get so cold that my heart becomes separate And shatters as it tears me apart I want to be your prisoner again And never feel that cold upon my heart With AMSL LT
In the world of D/s-M relationship it’s a heartfelt new twisted dance of dominance and submission that is an act of love between spouses. It’s an acceptance of the roles we choose to live by in our married life. For some it may come naturally or learned… for others it may be for different reasons to enter into this type of lifestyle. It can be as simple as you want it to be or complexed as you want it to be, it’s all up to you. Remember it’s your journey no one else’s in a D/s -M lifestyle.
On the surface, the notion of giving yourself for pleasure alone…of wanting for nothing more than to serve your Sir…appeals deeply for so many of us.
For me…submission isn’t about being a submissive person full time. I don’t define myself in terms of 24/7 submissive in my day to day life. I am who I am without any labels. However I am submissive only to one MAN, and who I call Sir. To Sir I have given my control. The internal workings of my partnership with Sir are very much my focus, and within the surrender to Sir, there is freedom for me. There is openness and vulnerability and Sir sees me for who I really am. There is nowhere to hide and Sir accepts me completely. Sir is worthy of these things.
In my mind, part of my surrender is scratching the surface and seeing what is underneath. This is seeing what I am really made of….of seeing what substance there is…and whether the foundations that I keep are strong. It’s also accepting and trusting Sir’s guidance to a point where it no longer becomes a question of why it happens, but an acceptance that it happens.
There are obligations I must fulfill in order to function as a healthy woman/mother. I must take care of my body and my health. I must keep my mind active and strive to learn and expand it in as many ways as possible. I need to be a strong women in my submission as well when dealing with others who may try to tear me down. It’s an obligation to Sir, that I give it my best shot at controlling these day to day things…for my own benefit. There is no one else in this world who can do these things for me…the ultimate responsibility lies on my shoulders. Our Sir’s cannot fix all our problems and sometimes the relinquishment of responsibility can be confused with surrendering control. In order to be the very best I can be for Sir I must first and foremost, be the very best I can be for me. From that… am free to surrender my control to Sir. Sir oversees is perhaps one way of putting it. I always know in my mind and my heart, that Sir is there supporting my efforts to be the best I can be. And I know that if I don’t fulfill my obligations I will have to answer to Sir but most of all I have to answer to myself. Even though Sir feeds my submission it still starts with me and is my responsibility to be accountable first.
Submission goes to the very core of my existence. This is who I am! It’s inbred inside my soul that I can’t live without it. This very much becomes a switch of focus between what I have just talked about, and Sir’s needs and desires with no thought to my own. These are complex thoughts. In saying that there is no thought to my own needs and desires, isn’t negating that I have them. It means that I trust that Sir has my needs and desires in his mind as part of Sir’s own needs and desires. In my surrender to Sir, my focus is on Sir…not on myself. It is Sir’s role to take care of what is his.
Sir has challenged me in many ways. Sir has stirred the animal inside me and Sir has led me into a whole new world of self-discovery and sexuality. It’s both shocked me and excited me. I have touched parts of my sensual being that I didn’t even know existed. I have stirred Sir’s depths too. As sexual beings…we’ve danced a wonderfully erotic and intense dance of lovers. I lose myself completely in Sir once Sir has reclaimed what is his. Once I am taken, without thought, I exist for nothing more than to receive Sir into my body. It’s my only purpose to be used and loved and treated as Sir Wants. Sir pushes me to that point where I can’t hold back anymore….where I am so at Sir’s mercy and have surrendered my mind, my heart and soul completely. Sir peels back the layers until it’s just me there in all my absolute vulnerability may it be good or bad. And Sir Lets my tears flow…kisses them away there is always a beautiful calm afterwards. Feeling completely surrounded by Sir’s love, Sir’s warmth and Sir’s strength. Feeling protected. As I said at the very beginning, the surrender of control is an act of love. It’s something that can freely be given and accepted within a strong foundation of love, trust, honesty, respect and acceptance. My surrender is complete.
I lie here awake missing you
It’s been too long, I need you home
I need to feel you, touch you
To gaze down upon as you sleep
I lay here deep in thought
As I wrap myself around your pillow
I smell your scent, calming me
Peaceful, thinking of all the pleasures
That you give to me
A smile flickers across my lips
I want to lie next to you
Feeling your warm flesh next to mine
As you slowly expose my silken skin to your touch
As I keep thinking of you my hunger grows
I close my eyes
I clearly see all those times you tied me down
And buried yourself deep inside of me
Filled deep inside me until I’ve cried “Sir please more…more”
I feel on fire in the dark of the night
Panting until I couldn’t breathe anymore
You put your finger inside my mouth
To get it wet to write your name between my breast
Warm letters spell out your love upon my skin
You blow gently over them
Smiling, you go deeper inside of me
I quietly sigh, as I part my legs wider for you
You watch over me and the flicking candle light
Like a coyote watching over his sleeping mate
You whisper… my loving sub, your Sir is home
As I keep thinking of you my hunger grows
The beauty of your glowing body beckons me
To touch, to taste, to love its graceful movements over me
You take me deep and never let go of me
You grab hold of my hair, and guide my mouth to yours
You kiss me hard and part my hunger lips with your tongue
You drink your fill of me till I’m drunk with divine
As I keep thinking of you my hunger grows
How I hunger to have you now completely
Please hurry home to me Sir
With all my submission and love
I am strong
Because I know my weakness
I am beautiful
Because I am aware of my flaws
I am wise
Because I’ve learned from my mistakes
I am a lover
Because I have felt hate
I can laugh
Because I have no sadness
I am complete
Because I have you Sir
I am Submissive…So
Allow me submissive strength to answer questions I can’t fathom.
Allow me the submissive spirit to know Sir’s needs.
Allow me the submissive kindness to choke back my retorts.
Allow me the submissive serenity to serve Sir in peace.
Allow me the submissive love to show Sir myself.
Allow me the submissive tenderness to comfort Sir.
Allow my submissive light to show us the way.
Allow me the submissive wisdom to be an asset to Sir
. Let me be able to show Sir each day my love of my service to Him.
Let me open my submissive self up to completely belong to Sir.
Let my eyes show Sir the same respect, rather I stand at his side, or kneel at his feet.
Let me accept my submissive punishment with the grace of a submissive woman.
Let me learn to please Sir, beyond myself.
Grant me the power to give myself to Sir completely.
Give me the strength to please us both.
Permit me to love myself, in loving Sir.
For it is my greatest wish, my ultimate power
To make Sir’s life complete, as Sir makes mine.
If I can achieve all these submissive challenges
I will have given my Sir my greatest Gift….
“MY ULTIMATE SURRENDER”
With all my love Sir.
Written By: Lts♥
“Discipline gives total freedom;
it allows you to go beyond your limitations, to break through boundaries and reach the highest goal. The path to discipline will not only save a person’s life, it will also give it meaning. How? By introducing him/her to deeper joys and deeper longings, by creating a silence in which the whisper of the heart can be heard. Truly, discipline is the road to liberation.”
My son moved out of our home and got married five years ago and its been only Sir and I and we love our privacy and quiet home. We eat, sleep, talk openly, have sex when ever and where ever we want, walk around naked. We play hard with bondage and make a lot of noise doing so and have those moments of personal time alone and our D/s-M has been great. We been moving in the right direction and learning more and more everyday even thought we have days with missteps on both sides of the relationship. Nothing is perfect and we don’t expect it to be and that’s what growing is about…working together to figure out how to make our D/s-M stronger mentally as Dominant and submissive. So you don’t forget your roles in what you have to do to feed off each other to continue to keep that solid structure and build it stronger along the way. But in the last few weeks our home has become hectic our four nieces have been here four days a week after school til seven thirty at night. My son asked if his wife and our granddaughter can stay with us because he sold his home and needs time before re-buying another home and wants to stay for with us for at least six months. Sir and I have no choice…. he is our son and has never asked us for anything since he’s been on his own and even if he did we would not deny him a place to stay. The problem is making our 24/7 D/s-M work and continue to flow strong with a house full of two other adults and children. I wear my cuffs 24/7 no matter what and my family has seen them as well as others who enter my home. They do not ask me about them and I do not explain why I wear them and i won’t explain unless they ask me. They have heard me call my husband Sir… not all of the time but it has happened and they never asked why. I do have a feeling that my son and daughter in law know and wonder whats going on but has not yet mentioned it to us. I’ve been pretty stressed out lately because I’ve been overwhelmed with constant company and have gotten myself a few punishments for letting my mouth fly openly and free I also have been slacking in my submission and not keeping to my daily routine that got me where I am in my D/s -M in which has only been six months into our journey. I want to say that within our six months I believe we are pretty good in our D/s as Dom and sub and have a lot of knowledge for a couple that has just started their journey. We are not masters at what we do and never will be..we are still growing, but we are comfortable to know that we are smart enough to understand what we need to do in our roles. Its to keep feeding each other and to keep what we do fresh and wanting to learn more from one another each and everyday. To keep the communication open and the respect, honesty, trust that we built from the start as well as our dominance and submission always first and front and center some how while having our home invaded. I have been mentally overwhelming myself with ways to make this work while our home will be filled with people and how our lifestyle that we are use to living will have to change in a big way. Our play time will not be as open or as often as its is now but it will not be non-existing either because it is not in me to let that happen and there is no going back to vanilla or vanilla with a twist…EVER. I know I am going to have to have more patience and understanding without losing the balance of what I need to maintain my identity of who I am to myself and my submission. So tomorrow I will be starting myself back to the beginning of this journey with doing the things I did every day to prepare me mental to deal with the up coming craziness that my life is about to take. I do know that it will not be a smooth course ahead of me without a lot of large pot holes but it will not be a course that will deter me from my D/s-M relationship either. I will survive this no matter what I have to do to make it work and as long as my Sir is there and continues to be there to set me straight. And believes in what we do and takes the lead with he’s dominant nature we will be who we are at the end of the road when we are finally alone in our home once again. There is only one choice in my life and that choice is D/s-M always…ITS THE ONLY WAY IN MY LIFE PERIOD!
Happy D/s-M Everyone! Have a great day!
Songwriters: EDMONDS, KENNETH B Take a good look at it Look at it now Might be the last time you’ll Have a go round I’ll let you touch it if you’d Like to go down I’ll let you go further If you take the southern route Don’t go too fast Don’t go too slow You’ve got to let your body flow I like ’em … Read More RedLight Special Dirty Edition – TLC
Submissive is what I am
It’s too deep inside me to ever let it go
It’s forged from my heart and from my soul
In which I give to you openly to own
To do with as you desire or command until the day they go still and turn cold
In your hand
I will bow and go down on my knees without shame
And I will give you that honor for being my dominant Sir and husband
That I will always need and to control me
And I will not move from my knees until you command me
I will not hide or cover myself in shame that I may have caused
Or from the pain that you may cause by keeping your silence
And not telling me all
No tears will come from within me
May it be pleasure or pain you decide to give to me
I will except it all
With pride and brand it into my heart and soul for you
And I will always be proud to be owned by you
Even when your tired or stressed and things are not
going smooth as we thought
I will still be there on my knees offering myself too comfort you
Or take the pain from you
And hope we can get back on smooth ground again
Where we both know our hearts and souls were meant to be
Forged together for eternity
All you have to do is just open up and talk to me.
♥ With all my Love ♥